I really don’t know what else to do…
I’m always trying my hardest…

I’m sorry I’ve slept with my share of people before you.
I have a baby with a man that I don’t care for„, I’m sorry for that…

I’m a bitch… I’m sorry

I can’t control when I get upset…


I wish you wouls just let me make yo happy.

Thats all I want is for you to be happy but If I have to leave to do tht so be it….

Good bye Orlando Ferness Jones Jr… I really do love you and I always will.

I really hope that you get happy and make the best out of what  you got….

I’m going to miss you’re;

Smile

Laugh

eyes

thoes big loveable lips

The way you hold me
The way yo  play music or get into music

The way you suck  your tongue 

The way you just look at things or perceive them

Most of all I’m going to miss you. I’m going to miss us.


I really hope you  find what your looking for♥

I just saw a post saying “Do more of what makes you happy”

Well what makes me happy I can’t be with all the time.

I’m happy with my Son (Noah)

My man Orlando
And Netflix.

Netflix is like ten percent.

So How do I do more of what makes me happy?

Try to draw a portrait of them two together?
It will end up looking like Sponge-bob and  Patrick  except first grade style 


I dunno,

More to come in this post later (When eyes are not watching ) ;P

bangbangbanghoney:

Du frisst mich auf, du bist der Damon der auf mich wartet. Du bist unter meinem Bett, in meinem Wandschrank und im meinem Gehirn.

It reminds me of my little pony

brennadaugherty:

Typical conversation with Jeremy.

I’m so freaking lost right now,

I don’t know what I’m feeling,

What emotion do I have?

Regret that you didn’t understand,

All The times I have tried to be what you wanted me to be,

You didn’t even care how hard I tried.

“What if I dream without you I could not go on,

You left my side tonight and I just don’t feel right,

But I can’t let you out of site,

without you I’m no one,

I’m nothing at all.”

Three Days Grace- Without You.

Living in a world with out you?

No I couldn’t go on, 

I can’t imagine it,

I refuse.

I just wish you would talk to me,

At least tell me What I supposedly did,

Please… 

Where the hell are you when I need you?

I feel like you push me down all the time.

Honey, Why?

I’m really confused right now, I don’t understand why. I lied. I didn’t lie, >.<

I really just dont know anoymore.

I don’t know how to fix this.

Looks like we finally hit the ground

I hope this was worth it. I love you and I will miss ya.